unless stated, none of these photos were taken by me
11:12 - 09-21-06
You play the victim so well, boy
This is about a boy named Alec, he nearly has the body of a Tom of Finland model, and a dick of an impressive thickness I get mouth cramps. But he is a boy, and no not underage, he's 20, but his mind is a boy. He's not really kinky, and I'm not entirly sure if he's gay, he's experimenting.
2:45 - 09-16-06
Susie, I Worship "Sex and the City"
Ok, big surprise, I've been fired from Sentry.
I know, huge gaps between updates, and all you see is, I have a job, some depressing poetry, and then I don't have a job.
I need to work on that updating thing.
I wanted to be fired, so I made it happen. Never underestimate the power of the mind.
I'm seriously considering buying a car, parking it in the outskirts of town, and living in it through the winter.
Ok, not really.
I owe $70 for Augus rent, $285 for this month, and soon I'll owe another $285 for October. And there's the storage locker in Madison $55
Suddenly I see the Monkees singing in the library, until Mickey starts giving me a nekkid lapdance, all the soccer moms run screaming from the library, mounting their caravans and zoom zoom zooming away.
I might be a waiter, maybe, if the cafe will allow me to be one.
My irrational hatred of Sarah Jessica Parker is dimminishing every weekday at 10pm.
12:33 - 09-01-06
cards for sorrow cards for pain
song for shelter dance my incarnation
if love is shelter gonna walk in the rain
play my love boy love boy play boy play
into this indefinate infinite wonder
i fall i die i rise still i rise i sway
drooping down to earth to kiss my nation
surge power desolation pleasure crimes
take me away no gift no fair
hands push you push me so high
to die fly i lie to you for smiles
it's not dark yet but it's getting there
every one i yesterday gone
every one i take all those times
every one i love so it goes
everyone i love goes away in the end
buy flesh tickets rape my shows
give nothing pleasure send
12:27 - 09-01-06
black fluid blood floor sigh yes
rest now boy pillow face smile
die arms hold tease pull scream
die burn die love die release
coffee ciggerrettes pain discourse
hunger revelation empty cruel dull alive
12:26 - 09-01-06
something dark echoes behind me
a beast with hands they take
but they do not give
not giving not loving
hands follow me home
ghostly echoes of their touch
12:22 - 09-01-06
the blade she is sharp
sharp lover kiss my skin
watch me cry red tears
she's so right
ripping a gateway
to the infinite spirit
flesh meets precise beauty
skin is eager to be cut
see how it slides down the blade
she's hungry today
reminders of ecstasy
of my enlightenment in blood